Aug 19, 2006
You know in the movies where they do the cool shot of a person walking in normal time and everything around them is sped up and zooming by. That is how I feel. I feel like I am still in my late teens and everyone around me is aging and maturing and doing normal adult things and I am just a kid who happens to be married. I still play video games. I still love fairys and love playing make believe with Lyric and Oliver. I don't look much older except for the silver hairs that sprout up every now and then. Just the other day I met a guy who looked really kind of old. He had grey hair and wrinkles and I found out that he was my age. Taylor hicks who has a full head of grey hair, albeit premature, is my age! 29...almost 30. Some of my friends are having babies. Some of them are buying houses. My baby sister and her husband bought a house with 2 acres. They are adults. Why don't I feel like an adult? Sheesh.
Aug 18, 2006
One of my favorite ways to spend an evening is snuggled on the couch in the cool air conditioning eating chinese food and watching a scary movie with my husband. It always make me feel so safe and happy knowing that he is there with me and we have enough to eat and we have a nice place to live . Then I look over and see cute little Figgy Pudding curled up in a kitty ball and it makes me even happier. I am happy with my life right now.