Apr 19, 2006

The spring makes me feel somewhat high. I mean, it could just be my allergies to all the newly budded Flora, or it could be the extra amount of sunlight that has been so long overdue. Whatever the reason, I am happy. In essence, it doesn't make sense for me to be happy right now because although I adore certain aspects of my life, it is in massive upheaval mode. This mode is when there are a ton of huge life changes and I generally get so worked up that I need a steady diet of zanax to maintain somewhat of a "Suicide is not a good idea" outlook on life. For instance, in October I got married, quit my job of three years, and moved twice. hello, I'm at a place called vertigo...or burnigo, as Ollie would say. a global case of vertigo.

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