It has been a really long time since I blogged so I thought I would do it today. Funny how I used to be so keen on blogging daily and now the thought of trying to organize my thoughts and to make them interesting seems completely overwhelming. I hate to not blog for a while and then pop up with complaints but I also hate to be dishonest about where I am. Well, here it is. Things are just really frustrating. From huge things to little things, I feel like nothing is going right. I had such high hopes for the new year and things have seemed to go backwards before I even got started on my good new year. Here are some of the little things...my computer is old and the keys don't work. So in any given sentence I have words with either too many lettrs or not enough. See, in the past sentence it left out the E in letters. Usually, it leaves out the letter E and doubles the lettr O. SEE!! Anyway, it is truly annoying to have to go back and fix everything.
Secondly, my phone with the QUERTY keyboard won't charge anymore and hasn't for about a month. My new evry two coms up next week but since it broke I have been using my old RAZR. It doesn't work well and there is no qwerty, so texting is a huge pain in the buttocks.
Thirdly, my dress for Elizabeth's wedding didn't fit. IT DIDN'T FIT! I had to get it taken out and am praying that it fits.
Fourthly, it basically didn't fit because I haven't gotten my period in 67 days so my stomach is totally bloated. AND I am an emotional wreck.
Fifthly, I hurt back back in a major sort of way.
Ok, enough complaints right now. I know that there are people going through really tough stuff and these complaints seem minor. But due to the hormonal issue it seems like my life really sucks.
Sorry, hopefully I will write something more cheerful tomorrow.
3 comments:
it's good to be honest, merry, and for goodness' sake, SIXTY-SEVEN DAYS?!?!?!?
girl, I am so sorry. something ain't right. and I hope it becomes right really really soon.
And now your computer is totally broken. I'm sorry, Baby. I hope we can get you a new one.
Merry, it's the small things that are so irritating and make life feel overwhelming. But no period for 67 days is no small thing. Of course you feel like crap.
It's only 8 days into the new year...I'm thinking there's time for things to turn around. I sure hope they do.
And computer problems suck.
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