May 9, 2005

frown

Just now I feel like if I could look at my emotions
I would see a very green sky frowning on a mirrored green ocean
Oddly mesmerizing yet so threatening
It is a beautiful day today yet, the sun does not greet me with the usual kiss
I do not look at the flowers because their simple loveliness taunts me
I feel ugly and unlovable
I feel like I am made of nothing good
I am not quite sure what triggers these unhealthy, unhappy thoughts

I wish I knew so I could avoid these things


I have hope for tomorrow being a better day

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