In this exact moment I feel like I hate life. I feel so frustrated and sad and I feel like a huge ball of furious tears is going to tear through my chest in about a second.
I need HELP and I can't get it. I called my previous therapist to see if I could meet with her and she never called back.
I need to go to the doctor and I called aetna to get the name of a gyno and a referral for an ultrasound and their fucking system is down.
I feel so horrible. So so horrible inside.
2 comments:
Oh Merry, this is horrible. I hate that feeling of furious tears...it's the worst. And don't get me started on our broken health care system. That will bring me to the point of furious tears...I'll pray for you.
Meredith! I hope things have gotten better. The worst is feeling out of control and horrible. It is litterally the worst. I wish I could do something to make it better!
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